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Mona Lisa smile…….

Mona Lisa, the grant opus of Vinci who has frame since the Renaissance , apparently the distillate of it was the looking, whatever  which direction you observe, she was smiling. Spanning by nearly half of century, it still could get all ones’ eyes, and what a spectacle for beings and how did he make this? When people marveled at it and couldn’t help thinking. Neverless has it tried to tell us something, but there were not the very exact answers any more since Vinci brought his article lost. More or less, people use it made something they wish, and I like one of them, the movie named of Mona Lisa smile………

That was accomplished on 2004, and Julia Roberts played the main actor who is a teacher always found something different and new sight of world. In the play there were couples of words I’m favorite  :

Betty: mom, let me show you something( a picture of  Mona Lisa )….

Mom: (she didn’t care and keep going her words)

Betty: she’s smiling, is she happy?

Mom: at least she looks too comfortable….

Betty: she looks smile, so what’s the matter? Let me tell something: not everything is commonsence……. (she walked away)

………..

Wow, those made me crazy about it and always came around …….

Actually, I watched that movie five times and every time I had different felling…….a kind of felling about running for new things, a kind of felling on being oneself, also a kind of felling above myself……

Anyway, that is a amazing movie, not only by what it appears but the felling deeply   

Still in changing……

Of moderate changings, also exploring gradually, he can get points from a hazy surroundings.

“Glaciers are large masses of ice on land that show evidence of past or present movement.They grow by the gradual transformation of snow into glacier ice. A fresh snowfall is a fluffy mass of loosely packed snowflakes, small delicate ice constals grown in the atmosphere. As the snow ages on the ground for weeks or months, the crystals shrink and become more compact, and the whole mass becomes squeezed together into a more compact, and the whole mass becomes squeezed together into a more dense form, granular snow. As new snow falls and buries the older snow, the layers of granular snow further compact to form firm, a much denser kind of snow, usually a year or more old, which has little pore space. Further burial and slow cementation—a process by which crystals become bound together in a mosaic of intergrown ice crystals—finally produce solid glacial ice.” I love this segment about how glaciers become, well, maybe it stands for the beings including seniors.

So did I. With a desire to achieve that goals, I change my mind moderately, whatever gains and drops. Someone called this time crucial age, and in psychology it called self-identical, in order to clear who am I ? what’s kinds of am I ? and etc…… fortunately, I got it, and also know what I am doing now and will do in future. According to that ideals I make my own decisions, never wondering again and again.

By doing things within our grasps betimes, large rewards will follow!

一些值得想起的事……

翻开页页负载着时间的本子，不自禁地微笑和没有前提的发问，想起过去，那些不成熟的故事，主人公的背影依稀闪现在眼前……

今天想的最多的可能便是关于人的自私问题，在这个有前摄和中导的一天里着实让那两个字变得不同……

自私，在我的回忆里，它被分成了两种，他人的自私和自我的自私……

说这样的话其实本身就将定位锁死了，前者的范围是针对自己，而后者是针对他人。因为他人将其注意的派发比例明显倾于其自身时，自我因得到较少故而称为他人的自私；反之亦然。不过再稍微回顾一下，我们就会清楚地看到，在社会化的进程中，个体在固有基础上被塑造成社会的人，并以自己处理问题的方式来应对生活遇到的各类问题，如交友，如恋爱，如父母等等。而这些话可以总结成：个体在形成这种机制以后在他们交际时对付出及回报的要求的程度是不同的，也是造成我对回忆里的两类人的划分的最基本的原则，当然仅在此刻，仅有时间纬度上的长及短的前摄。

他人的自私，我在面对这个词的时候，我想自己已经对这里的他人进行了分类，很明显，他们属于在过去回忆里对自己重要的人，很明显，自己在他们身上付出与回报不成比例，甚至不能用数学思维来描述，不过，这种习得性无助是必然需要在数学定义里的时间上的积累。矛盾的个体总是在他们无法面对甚至是解决问题选择逃避，而这种机制的释放会在未来的类似情景里重新被唤起，就像今天的回忆……

幸运的是，我同样发现了另一样东西，当人在生活与经济上还没有独立甚至说还没有成功时，那些所谓的情感在时间面前都显得意义渺然，一些悲伤甚至被看成不必要的东西。换句众所周知的话来说就是，现在，能做的只有努力，在将来需要的时候厚积薄发，这样实为智者所举。

有时，我就学会一些简单的道理，尽管这些东西都是我所熟知，然而当真正地懂它以后才明白，其实这不简单…… 当然，一些喜欢写书的人称这个过程为成长。

                             A surprise came out

As I know, America did every things following notes, even it’s tiny like a cup of café, and some excellence did outstanding work just with their plan B. while the emergency suddenly came, they deal it with easily, however, it that really works to everything, like out of plan d things. Yeah, when they met those, one thing they can do is to go to see their consultings! But not for Chinese, I’m sorry, the great Chinese indeed! Actually when the successful met their problems, they will do something different, well, someone will just stay alone with thinking about their future and what did they do next; someone will do some smoking then return their busy life; someone will find their best friends to talk about that things out of their control…….it seems looks there is not different much, it works in stead. The key is how to think! The latters usually deal with it optimisticly, cause of their “unconsciousness collection” . I’m not a expection.

So, knowing nothing important left in my note computer, I’m not awful like before I was, in stead, with a smile I said maybe that is another new point originatly.

It also appers to things witch happened two day before, somethings not wishing in it is done by my writing. Taking the shower, I thought it is things I have to, maybe the necessary of everyone, and I thought I will got my goals after it , I believe in this strongly!